Will Be Just Fine ;)

I got SO much things lately. The midterm has just perfectly passed away but things are getting worse. I am sick. Not really sure about it but well my mom is pretty sure that i am SICK and i need to take more rests. Well mungkin mama ada benarnya juga. Seminggu sebelum midterm, gue harus ikut LKDS buat pengkaderan OSIS di sekolah which is took time like about 4 hours a day for a week! Woah it was quite tired but it was fun tough. Dan capeknya bener-bener berasa cyin. Midterm did almost the whole same thing. It took more energy and it stolen most of my rest time. Seperti yang sudah-sudah, setiap kali ada tes, gue pasti bakal tidur lebih larut dan bangun lebih cepat. And that was i'm getting now. I think i was just forced my body and brain too much without thinking my own health. I'm not really sure but i think  i just want everything to be fckin perfect so i didnt even took care of my self. I didnt eat well, i didnt sleep enough, i did think a lot, bla bla bla...

Mom told me to re-arrange my dailies schedule and manage it well. Gotta make EAT WELL and SLEEP ENOUGH as my priority. Lessening some unimportant activities, and go home earlier. Sebenernya nggak terlalu susah buat mewujudkan semua itu. Tapi, mom told the thing i've expect from the beginning, and i knew it will happen. Bawa bekal ke sekolah. Man, i am a high school girl now. Grade 11. Dan bawa bekal? Dont you think it's ridiculous? Gue pernah ngalamin ini 2 kali. Waktu SMP dan waktu kelas 10. And it sucks. I mean, itu ribet tau nggak sih. Gue bisa beli makanan di kantin. Gue tau makanannya higienis. Tapi enggak dengan mama. Dia anggap nggak ada makanan yang lebih baik dari makanan buatannya untuk orang rumah yang lagi sakit. Except KFC i guess. But still, i hate it. I DO hate it.

By the way, thanks for you guys who wished me a get well soon. You know i will be really well sooner or later. I love you so much. Thanks xoxo