THAT SHOULD BE ME!

My Secret Prince...
He drive me crazy of him.
He made me can't stop lovin him.
But he is also the one who tore my heart into pieces and there are no more place for the other person. There's only him and just him.

I miss it when he said, "good night too. love u".
I miss it when he gave me this emoticon: ":*"
I miss it when he call me, "wey sistcha!"
I miss it when... I MISS ALL THE THINGS ABOUT HIM!
Yes, all the things about him IN THE PAST! In the past...

In the past when I can freely mention him on twitter.
In the past when he always mention me too.
In the past when he doesn't change yet.
In the pass when... HE DON'T HAVE GIRLFRIEND YET!

I wondered if he also feel the same with what I feel.
But finally I got the answer.
He never love me though.
What he said to me and he gave to me in the past, IT'S JUST AN EMPTY HOPE! NO MEAN AT ALL!

He is the one who turn my life so blue, so he's also the only one who can cure it!

i remember that he loves orange so much. While me, I love green a lot.
I asked him if orange and green we put together, what will it be.
And he answered, it will turn into 'AQUAMARINE'.
This is my aquamarine. OUR aquamarine:

There's a song i dedicated to him, MSP, That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber:
that should be me, holdin your hands
that should be me, makin you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me that should be me
that should be me, feeling your kiss
that should be me, buying you gift
this is so wrong, i can't go on
till you believe, that should be me!


Well, it's just a song. It will never come true.


The one thing i wanna do right now, i wish i can forget about the memories that i had with you.
And i wish i can live without you, without crying the hurted past!


Thank you for your love and attention in the past.
I'm trying to forget you now.